Wedding

I went to a wedding last night for my fiances' cousin. The bride was so beautiful and all the other beautiful average size woman there. I felt out of place... Being 360 lbs you tend to stand out. My dress made me look like a beach whale. It doesn't help that my whole right leg is swollen from when I had surgery on my fibula. I thought things have got to change. I'm currently on a low carb diet. I am working with two nurse practitioners at Aurora Baycare. I have been on this diet for a few days now. I suffer from mental illness so my Dr said I must be stable for 6 months and beyond. This is the beginning to my new life. When I get married my goal is to be as beautiful as the bride I saw last night. My goal weight is 140 lbs and it's going to take a lot of work, but I'm going to do it.